Not sure what it means yet?

A fund has been created in Shawn's name and the legal process started for rights to his publicity, not quite sure if I have that right yet?  So, I don't yet know what that means, I have an email out to get more information.  I am hoping that I won't have to bleep ***** his name in my posts, etc.  I think it is an awesome idea, that makes sense, and I hope that I can contribute to these efforts.  It is weird to think that in speaking of my brother or remembering him, that I may be walking on eggshells, and I am hoping it is not the case.  We'll have to wait and see.  All that truly matters is that he is continuing to make a difference on this earth, inspiring hope, raising awareness and assisting in progress.  I am so proud of my brother at this moment - well, I always have been.  He's just an incredible guy.

Missing You

Missing you big brother.  All these songs that play on the radio, scriptures I read in my Bible, movies and shows on TV... memories of you.  Last week on One Tree Hill they did an episode dedicated to John Hughes, who has also been called home to the city in the sky.  All these scenes, from Sixteen Candles, Pretty in Pink... reminded me of one of your short films.  I chuckled, then I cried.  I posted a few songs on your FB profile, and it reminded me, that I need to start living my life to the fullest, as you did.  I'm still learning, a student without her great teacher... I know you'll speak to me, I patiently wait and will listen when you do.